And I'm considering if I should move my thoughts and posts somewhere. Afterall, I don't want to bring my past along with me whereever I go! Hmm shall consider :) Maybe it'll just be on my tumblr! Created tumblr cause I like the idea of being able to repost images and stuff. So yea..
OKAY DECIDED. TUMBLR IT SHALL BE. SO LONG LJ :)
THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE WHILE I RANT THE PAST 2 YEARS(?)
SO NOW, MOVING ON TO...... (KLICK HERE)
I will not post here anymore.
I think i'll will try.
:(
Was just randomly thinking about doing an exchange programme since I'm already overseas and I was clicking on my school's website and that have exchange programme to SINGAPORE. Wah got damn excited. I'm gonna study hard, then apply to study in Singapore for Year 2 first semester. WEEEEEE~ Think I can save alot of money like that. Don't have to travel here and there, Don't have to buy a car here (yet). Don't have to pay for rent and dinners. heheheh. How awesome? And imagine I go to NTU (I can only use NTU since NUS is only for building students) and say, I'm here on an exchange programe! HAHAHAHA Okay think too much. Hehehe.
Oh, and I called my mum last night and she was talking to someone(while talking to me over the phone :() Apparently, we have a new maid. LOL like wth, she said since it's only my dad and her at home she don't need a maid anymore but now she claimed that my bro and I are going back to Sg so we need a maid (I KNEW SHE CAN'T TAHAN WITHOUT A MAID. I've been telling myself/my bf that) Happy ah, I go back sg only for 1 month leh.... Maybe my bro will need her more than i do since he's too lazy to get his own meals cooked and sleep till late afternoon when he's back in sg. HAHAHHA. Oops=/
OKAY. STUDY TIME
Bye :)
- Location:Australia, Newcastle
Exams are coming.
I think I'm so stress I'm having insomnia T.T
There's a fucked up person who keeps coming into my life.
I really want you out. So please, I beg you, get out of my life!
I promise I'll be very grateful
I kinda need a break from everything that's happening.
I broke down real bad last week.
I wanna let loose and have fun.
Maybe.. just maybe,
I'm just, to concerned about the consequences of every move,
every decision that I make right now.
But I guess it's just me trying to show some sense of responsibilites to my loved ones.
I'm trying to be, and I really want to be...
THE BEST.
iloveyoubaby <3
I kinda miss feeling so warmed up by your hugs
- Location:Australia, Newcastle
It's been 3 months plus since I got to Newy, life's pretty much the same here. Perhaps with more restrictions.. Afterall, I'm a girl, it's not safe.. Blablabla, get the drift. Well, I gotta thank this whole big group of friends I met over here for making my life more colourful, more entertaining, bascially to make life easier here.
I see photos from facebook, of friends, of family, photos of them being so happy together.. Makes me really envious of them. Somehow part of me just want to have their lifes... But then again, the ups and downs of peoples life, we wouldn't know right?
It's not easy maintaining a LDR. And sorry if my paragraphs aren't making any sense.. I'm just typing whatever come into mine... How envious I am of couples I see, how envious I am of photos i see, messages over facebook. I really really wished my boyfriend's here with me, but how? How when everyone out there have commitments in life that we are unable to let go of? I won't deny, but there are moments over here when I just wanna stop studying and fly back. Its getting too tortorous to see him over skype every single day, yet not physically being able to hug him etc...
I hear wonderful stories of LDRs, I really want this relationship to be another success story. I really want to.
baby, I love you <3
xoxo,
Cassy
Probably probably.. I don't know. Whatever.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
Well I can't believe that some people actually have such a horrible attitude. When something happens, they never fail to take a step back to see the whole picture, and why that "something" happen. Instead, they start blaming everything, everyone around them, except for themselves. Even if they do say that "ya I agree it's my fault" but hey, are you sure they really know? Nope they don't. Because at the end of the day, if things just don't go the way they want it, they start blaming everything and everyone again.
I think these kinda people are just so horrible. One's tolerance level has a limit. It's like a tank, with water pumping in everytime something bad happens. when all's good, the water just stop getting pumped into. but when all bad things come on after another, the pump will just pump water in continously, and thats when the tank cannot withstand the water volume and either explode or the water overflows.
Hello fellow, i believe my tank is super huge for a person already. Over 2 years water just hasn't stopped pumping in and time and again you tricked me into going back to you with your promises, telling me how wonderful things would be. Oh please, I will not be that foolish anymore. Once bitten twice shy. You bit me like THRICE already. Enough is enough. So just stop okay? And stop putting the blame on me that I've changed. I've not. I just moved on to be a happier person.
This is the last post that i'll spend writing on you, so yups. I'm not gonna waste time on you anymore.
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Well, birthdays are important to me and if something bad happens on my birthday, that's it I'm not gonna let it go. I'll do something about it.
Anyways, it's finally friday! My brother was right when he said that the weeks passed by very fast here. Hehehe. And weekends are always filled with activities:) I love my friends here! They rock. Hehehe. it's already my 5th week here and really, it doesn't feel as long.. another 4 more weeks and it'll be the holidays man. Damn awesome :)
Hee I'm skipping lecture today cos it's so damn boring and all i do is sleep in the lecture. So might as well study on my own <3
Alrights gonna have breakie now.
Byebye :)
- Location:Australia, Newcastle
Im starting to like UoN :) And I'm considering if I should just continue staying on campus cos it's just so awesome to be have so many friends around you all the time! :D Before I left for Newcastle I was freaking out and telling people ard me that I'm gonna be a loner here and have no friends and bla bla bla. And they told me the same thing.. One of them said,"oh come on, your character ah.. How to be a loner? Sure go there and make alot of friends!" Heehee now that I'm thinking back, it's kinda true :p Happy :)
This guy was asking my friend how UoN is, and he said,"boring, but not until I met Cassandra! " Aiyo so honoured. I think it's basically cos of the fact that I'm a paparazzi here. hehehehe.
Bf's not in sg and it's so hard to contact him these few days. Argh just kinda suck when you're already in a long distance relationship and it gets.. even longer. LOL. But good news is, he's reaching sg tonight sooooo. it's awesome! :DD I miss him :(
Oh and this morning i checked and my food in the freezer and it's only occupying 1 tray now! Damn happy cos I've so so so much food that can last me like 2 months here. It's already almost 1 month and.. I still have 3/4 of what i had in the beginning. Looks like those food can last me 4 months. HAHA shit I think it's damn Kua Zhang.
Okay back to study :)
Happy St Pat's day everyone!
I won't deny that a long distance relationship can be hard to maintain, but Im so so glad that my boyf's really putting in lots of effort in this relationship. It's tiring, but this is just a process. We will definitely gain alot when the process comes to an end :) I'm staying very optimistic about this! Hehehe. Bf told me he has a surprise and I'm kinda excited. LOL. He even got me the stitch bunny that I wanted!! Even though I'm so far far away in Aussie. So tempted to bring it back the next time I go home. HEHEHE. Goodness I don't know why I like stitch so much.. Guess it's cos I sorta got it for my bday present when I was 16? Hahaha. Stitch is just CUTE. Oh! Screenshot of skype :D Love skype so muchie cos I can see my babyyyyyy :DDD
Anyways, first quiz on friday! Thankfully it's only an online quiz and the marks are not counted (I think?) Then sat would be some shopping with xiaomei :DD I kinda need to buy some warmer clothes for autumn and winter. I have like 90% sleeveless, 1% jeans, 5% shorts, 2% tshirt and 2% dresses. HAHA.This is not good esp when the weather's so cold!!
Meet the awesome asians! Of course with many more missing.. hehe. More photos in fb!!
Awesome group of friends who just make uni life so much better :)
- Location:Australia, Newcastle
Here's my roooommmm :D
And it's the first time I'm away from my family and beloved bf for such a long time! We both know that it's not easy but I'm glad he's putting in effort to make it work :) You're the best baby! Even though I know you would probably not read this but well :) Still love you nonetheless hehe. I guess no one really made me feel this way before, not until i met you..
GAH feels so loved :)
- Location:Australia, Newcastle
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Marry You - Bruno Mars
I think Im quite lovesick :( I miss my bf alotttttttttt.
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